07 July 2015

I Killed a Baby Bunny Today...

I have a huge backyard and it takes a while for me to mow. It has been the location of many great memories with two little girls growing up; backyard birthday parties, slip-n-slide get-togethers, chasing and playing with dogs. Since our last German Shepherd died in 2009, it has become the perfect habitat for all manner of creatures that walk, jump, run, and even crawl.

Our rabbit population has also increased with babies running to and fro all day long. I look out for them, even throwing out lettuce and a carrot or two. When I saw what I had done today, I thought back to a time when I was 8 or 9. We had a bad Blue Jay population that stole our pecans. Dad told me he would pay me a quarter for each Blue Jay I killed and brought to him. I do not know if Dad actually thought a young boy with a BB gun was going to impact the Blue Jay population by any measurable amount, but it gave me something to do. A few days later, after a lot of misses, I killed my first bird. Not long after, I got my second. By then I noticed a bird kept returning to the same tree. I decided to climb the tree to see if there was a nest. It was a tall pecan tree on the back two acres—too far away for anyone to hear me if I called for help. I remember getting some rope from the barn and attaching one end to my BB gun and the other end to my waist. After climbing the tree, I found a nest with three or four baby birds. Until I saw them, I had not thought of what I would do if I actually found any birds. The momma bird kept flying towards me attempting to scare me off. God made the females of the species very protective and endowed them with a special trait to nurture and care for their young. She was no different. After a few moments of mental debate, I either let them live or thought I should do as my dad asked because these would grow up and “steal” our pecans. I finally decided to drop them. Later that evening, I took my Piggly Wiggly "game bag" to the house to show Dad my kills and get my money. He seemed impressed when I went into the bag for the third time to remove another bird. When he saw what I had it was easy to see the disappointment on his face. He asked how I got them. I recounted the events. He could have been angry, or worse he could have been proud. I am glad he was neither. He told me you have to give animals a fighting chance. Taking a life is a solemn event. He counted out the quarters, one for each bird, then told me to bury the birds. I found a nice place under the tree they lived in. I took the quarters from my pocket and threw them in the little grave before covering them with dirt. The dirt that covered the dead bodies was symbolic of me hiding the feelings of my actions.

Please do not misunderstand; I am not a card-carrying PETA fanatic. I grew up hunting and fishing and we ate what we caught and killed. We had cows, goats, and all breeds of dogs we cared for and provided for. We did what generations of mankind have done going back to the Garden of Eden. God made “male and female” telling them to “be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky and over every living creature that moves on the ground”. We are charged by our Creator to protect and manage all living things on this earth. Just do a word study (etymological) of the words “man”, “husbandry”, and “management”—they all come from the same root word. For a long time, agricultural colleges offered degrees in “animal husbandry”. It is now called “animal science”. We are to protect life and manage all Earth’s resources.

Aborted fetuses being shipped to an incinerator.
Preserved aborted fetuses for research.
After a few moments of remembering the Blue Jay event, I thought about the people who invest time and money in protecting animals. There are many people who spend their entire lives protecting and defending endangered animals like the Mexican Walking Fish or Chinese Giant Salamander. Then there are some that want to protect all animals all the time from all bi-pedal predators—man. They would give their lives to protect an animal. I guess this is admirable in a way, but then many of these same defenders have no problem with the murder of innocent babies. Oh, they have nice names for it: “manual vacuum aspiration” and “Intact D&X” (Dilation and Extraction), but they all have a singular purpose: kill the unborn child growing in a woman’s body. These aborted babies are then backed in red biological bags or placed in glass containers filled with preservatives. The red bags are then incinerated. Sometimes they are just thrown in the trash. No funerals. No memorials. People should care for animals, but having greater concern for animals than unborn humans is wrong.

All these thoughts flooded my consciousness while I stood watching. You see, I walk the backyard, make a lot of noise, and have an idea of most of the rabbit hole locations. It is kind of like a Seinfeld episode—“The Merv Griffin Show”—where George first hits a pigeon while driving, then steps on another. Finally, he swerves the car to miss a pigeon only to hit a squirrel. He continues to argue that man and pigeons “had a deal”. They do their thing (pooping on everyone and statue defecation) and in return, they move out of the way for humans. The big John Deere makes a lot of noise and I drive slow enough to give ample warning in the event there are even slower rabbits. However, today, they were not in a hole in the open yard. Instead, they were under a tree that had snapped years ago from a tornado. The limbs began to grow towards the bottom and became a huge 12-foot tall tree-bush. I was using my push mower to get under the limbs when I saw an adolescent rabbit running away. Movement caught my attention and noticed several very small bunnies crawling/walking way. They were maybe 4-inches. It was then I noticed one that was just kind of writhing in place. There was no blood and I was hoping that the blades had missed him (the actual hole was under the tire track and not the blades). I walk away in an attempt to allow the momma to return and care for her young. I decided to not finish mowing under the bush. A few moments later after mowing around another tree, I finished and knocked on the back door to get my wife’s attention. She came out on the deck and I told her what had happened. She was sad. I recounted the Blue Jay story and how I felt about that event. Moments later, after cleaning both mowers and stowing them in “Ed’s Shed”, I walk back to the tree-bush. There he was. He was not moving. Thankfully, all the others were gone. I walk to the garage to get a shovel. Since the first grave for birds, I have dug many graves for animals. It is never an easy task. I decided to bury him between my two German Shepherds, Jacoba and Nikko. Perhaps this way, he will always have someone to play with. The dogs loved to lie under the tree-bush and ironically, the bunny is only 20 feet from where he was born.

Bunny Burial.
I finished filling, covering, and tamping down the moist soil. I killed a baby bunny today; it reminded me of all the aborted babies and it made me sad. At least this baby had a funeral.

(Note: During the 40 minutes it took to write this, 80 babies were aborted.)


03 July 2015

What Freedom Means to Me

“Humanity has won its battle. Liberty now has a country”.
Marquis de LaFayette, 1781

Before I can answer what freedom means to me, we must first understand what freedom is and how we get or achieve freedom. What is freedom? Dictionaries define it multiple ways but essentially they offer the following. Freedom (noun): (1) the power or right to act, speak or think as one wants without hindrance or restraint. (2) absence of subjection to foreign domination or despotic government. (3) the power of self-determination attributed to the will; the quality of being independent of fate or necessity. Synonyms include independence, self-determination, self-rule. How do we achieve freedom? To me, this is an easy answer. Freedom comes from God, but it is up to man to keep and preserve it.


Man was made in the image of its—our—Creator. He gave us “free will”. This phrase simply means we were created with the ability to think, analyze, draw conclusions and finally make decisions and choices. Because we were made in His image we possess the ability of reason and decision making. The scripture is clear: “Then God said, ‘Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.’ So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.” Genesis 1:26-27.

We, man and woman, male and female, may look different, but all over this created planet in a created universe, the whole of humanity was created with both the ability and responsibility to manage and exert authority over our own lives and all of creation. It was upon this principle of being free our Founding Fathers authored the Declaration of Independence. “We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their powers from the consent of the governed.”


This Nation was founded upon the very principle God gave to all mankind—to be free. Years after the Revolutionary War, the writers of the Constitution enumerate some of these rights that come from our Creator—not by man and not by government—they are called the “Bill of Rights”.

We are free to choose what we believe, where we travel, where we live, what we eat, if, how and who we worship. We are free to voice our opinions or remain silent. We are free to gather publicly in both support of or opposition to our elected officials. We are free to criticize. We are free to praise. We are free to start and conduct business. We are free to enter contracts. We are free to do just about anything we want, even denouncing how wonderful this Nation is. This means we are free to burn, stomp, and disrespect the flag of this great Nation. We are free to draw cartoons and create art of religious figures. We are free.

While I have tried to explain what freedom is, I find it difficult. Freedom is hard to explain while you live free, but becomes extremely easy when you lose it. To me, freedom is more about the conscious choice to become and remain free. It is about our daily decision to either accept encroachments on freedoms or question their validity. It is about exercising our rights or losing them.

We have all heard the expression, “Home of the free because of the brave”. We then associate “the brave” with the men and women serving in our military. This is a true and an apt applicable association—our military is all volunteer and they will serve and “fight for right and freedom” “in ev'ry clime and place”. However, I assert the responsibility belongs to all that live free. We must choose to remain free, for we can either live free in our lives, or in our memories.

When we look back to the Revolutionary War, the men that gathered, took up arms, and battled a superpower, they were your neighbors, not some trained military. They were craftsman, noblemen, store clerks, farmers, backwoodsmen, authors and doctors, and lawyers. They represented three percent of the Colonists. A mere three percent changed the course of a nation and lead the world to a monumental change in philosophy and government. They fought from Lexington to Yorktown in small towns, countrysides, and valleys, with names like Ticonderoga and Saratoga, Boston and Bunker Hill, Camden, and Cowpens. These brave men were veterans of a war, yet not professional soldiers. They agreed with John Adams. Shortly before he signed the Declaration of Independence he said, “I am well aware of the toil and blood and treasure that it will cost us to maintain this Declaration, and support and defend these States. Yet through all the gloom, I can see the rays of ravishing light and glory. I can see that the end is more than worth all the means and that posterity will triumph”. These three percent in tattered uniforms, using rags for boots stood proudly as they watched Cornwallis and his British Army adorned in colorful uniforms march in and surrender to Washington.
The Declaration of Independence John Trumbull

The spirit of the three percent resides in each of us. We know the importance of living free. Living in the manner God intended. We have seen this spirit multiple times. From all the battlefields on foreign soil to a seat on a Montgomery bus. We must be willing to take a stand and lift up our voice to stop anyone that attempts to limit our freedom.

Thomas Paine challenged, nay charged us to do just that, “Those who expect to reap the blessings of freedom must, undergo the fatigue of supporting it.”
Declaration of Independence

What freedom means to me is choosing to and doing all in my power to make all people free and most importantly, keeping this Nation as the “home of the free”. The cost of freedom is high. It is never paid in full. The costs are worth it and the means justify the end.

Enjoy your weekend but please take a moment to reflect on the 56 signatures affixed to a parchment titled “The unanimous Declaration of the united Thirteen States”. These men knew and willingly accepted the risk of death by signing their name in a Philadelphia, PA meeting hall. What are you willing to risk?

May God continue to bless these United States of America.